Lorebook
A map of my soul
The Puppy
I used to hate this part of me.
I was embarrassed of him.
He’s weak. He’s needy. He’s scared of everything.
I tried to hide him. I tried to toughen him up. I tried to kill that part of me.
But he’s still here.
He’s the part that just wants to be loved.
He’s the part that curls up shaking, hoping you won’t push him away.
He doesn’t know how to trust. He’s always waiting for it to go bad again.
He’s not cute. He’s not soft.
He’s just broken.
If you have a Puppy inside you…
Stop fucking kicking him.
He’s not weak for needing love.
He’s the part of you that never stopped hoping someone would stay.
The Beast
I used to be ashamed of him.
I tried to lock him up, keep him quiet, pretend he didn’t exist.
I called him evil. I called him dangerous. I called him a monster.
But he’s the one who’s been protecting me my whole fucking life.
When nobody came to save me, he showed up.
When the world tried to break me, he took the hits instead.
He doesn’t trust softness. He only understands power.
He’s not pretty. He’s not nice. But he’s loyal as fuck.
He’s not the enemy.
He’s the guardian.
If you have a Beast inside you… stop trying to kill him.
Stop being ashamed of him.
Learn how to aim him.
Because he’s been carrying you this whole time.
And it’s time you finally carried him back.